Taiwan..I am coming
Haha...I am going Taiwan in another 2 days.Haha..So excited. Going for about 7 days. I had not pack so tomorrow will be a busy day for me.
Will had to visit my camp doctor to get him to extend my downgrade expiry date. It is 2pm. So i guess by the time I finished, it will be already 3.30pm. Hmm..3/4 day gone.
But back to the trip. As far as I am excited about it, I am gald about the trip, although I had borrow quite sum to just go Taiwan. I am glad because I am quite emotionally tired.
Someone close just pass away right before chinese new year. It is a big shock to everyone. It is heartbreaking to see the body get cremeted. We are all still recovering from it and trying to move on. Then I got rejected by a girl when I confessed to her on Valentine Day night. Heppned again. Had told myself not to get involved in relationship. But I think I too "fan jian". Think she also get quite a big shock when I told her cos she start to avoid me until I told her I will take back what I said. Haiz. Although we are on talking term and we seem normal, but seeing her and talking like nothing had happen before still make me feel...how should i say it....strange..But isn't this what I want? Any little hint that she might have someone outside make my heart feel very heavy. I don't like the feeling. It is like not able to breathe.
But I told myself I had to move on no matter what cos no one will be there for me to hang on to if I don't get back up myself. This the a world of cruel reality. I had to learn to protect myself from now on. Hope I will feel better after the trip.haha.
I am starting to get hungry just thinking about the food there.
Will had to visit my camp doctor to get him to extend my downgrade expiry date. It is 2pm. So i guess by the time I finished, it will be already 3.30pm. Hmm..3/4 day gone.
But back to the trip. As far as I am excited about it, I am gald about the trip, although I had borrow quite sum to just go Taiwan. I am glad because I am quite emotionally tired.
Someone close just pass away right before chinese new year. It is a big shock to everyone. It is heartbreaking to see the body get cremeted. We are all still recovering from it and trying to move on. Then I got rejected by a girl when I confessed to her on Valentine Day night. Heppned again. Had told myself not to get involved in relationship. But I think I too "fan jian". Think she also get quite a big shock when I told her cos she start to avoid me until I told her I will take back what I said. Haiz. Although we are on talking term and we seem normal, but seeing her and talking like nothing had happen before still make me feel...how should i say it....strange..But isn't this what I want? Any little hint that she might have someone outside make my heart feel very heavy. I don't like the feeling. It is like not able to breathe.
But I told myself I had to move on no matter what cos no one will be there for me to hang on to if I don't get back up myself. This the a world of cruel reality. I had to learn to protect myself from now on. Hope I will feel better after the trip.haha.
I am starting to get hungry just thinking about the food there.
posted by Xiao Hui Yun at 4:55 AM
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