4th Oct 2007, 1.06am

Wah lau eh...can you believe my luck?...in my previous entry, i mentioned i end work at 2am on the 2nd oct and reach home at around 2.3oam....I had actually time some food and sleep at around 4am...Just when i am abt to doze off...at around 4.05am, i actually received a call from Chubb saying our branch alarm sounded and need me to go back and police is already there...

What the fuck....I reached around 4.30am....had reached home 5am...sleep till 10am and wake up to wash clothes...then go to work till 11pm today...Haiz....

My luck "good" right?.......

3th Oct 2007, 2.30am

Can you believe it...I actually finsih work at 2am today. Poor Jeremy had to stay with me till everything is done up...thanks bro....sorry to keeping you till so late...

But the applications today is insane lor....i had calculated the number of applications that i had doing today had actualy hit 100 mark lor.....

Those crazy DSO...why do they had to send most of their application to be embossed at TB or Bugis....haiz....dun hate me so much leh...I usually also very to you all one leh...it like punishing me now lor...I really feel like i am the only embosser in the whole citibank lor...

Stupid Anthony still say our applications and cards embosser is lesser that AMK and thus dun justified to have another perm noon embosser...I think TB and Bugis volume can already fight with AMk sometimes lor...haiz...dunno what they thinking.....

30th September 2007, 11.45pm

I saw her at last yesterday after so long. It was at KY chalet which is for celebrating his birthday. Had come to know that KY had proposed to ST..haha...I am really happy for them. Finally decide to settle down and I think it is time lah..not young anymore.

SW reached only at around 1am. She had finished her work. Heard from KY that she had changed alot...she is now more enthus abt her work. Think it is good. She look very tired when i saw her...think her jobs is really tiring her out...Feel quite sad for her. I can understand how she feel to keep working and yet in the end had to use the hard earned money to pay for things that does not even concern her....haiz...

But she did put on some weight though...haha..and she wear a spect that day..look so cute...haha...But at least she is now eating normally...thats good.

Hopes everything work out for her well really soon..haha.

she send me a sms after she went back saying she is sleeping soon and wish me good nite...haha..quite surprise she will actually send me a sms...when i know her char can be quite lazy...but that sms does make me reliease that some feeling that i though i had already learn to let go is actually still there...just that i had forcefully push it deep to the bottom...

Maybe when u like someone....it doesn't really matter if things really work out between the 2...what matters is that person live well and been happy...thus after reading that sms..i start to pray hard which i had not done so for a very long time to any god who is listening out there to please look out for her and help her get over her diffculties....

but somehow...my hard still very hard and cold most of the times...gals that are now appearing around me does not seem to arouse any interest in me....things that happened doesn;t seem to concern me anymore...i am just passing each day as it is...haiz...what is happening to me...

28th September 2007, 0031hrs

Haha. Had not been updating for a very long time liao. Not that i do not have any thought to be recorded down. But it is just that I am too tired to even get the thing started.

I had change my job again. This time i am working with Citibank as an embosser. So what is an embosser? My job scope basically handle credit cards applications and make the cards out once the application had been approved. The process of making the card is known as embossing.

It is not a fanstatic job actually if u ask me. I cannot say it is a very diffcult job but it is not easy either. Either than handling customers stupid request or attitude, i still had lot of paper work to do. But what to do?...the pay is so much better as compare to my previous job.

But recently it had been getting more and more tiring. I start work at 1pm and suppose to end at 9pm. But sometimes due to the high volume of applications, I will need to work OT till quite late like 11.45pm. A week will have at least 3 days ending that late. Thus it is quite tiring. Plus i am not paid OT.

We are actually suppose to work 35hrs on weekdays and either saturday or sunday we will work another 5 hours. That make up to 4o hours a week. But acculmating the hours i work a week, i think it is already over 50 hours. My collegue and I had actually joke that if we are paid the extra hours we worked so far, we think we can down payment for a car already.hahaha...

But no choice lah...I am new in this line. so had to bear with it 1st...